I usually donât blog, but I felt a need to address a few thingsâ¦
To be clear, upon meeting you, I asked you respectfully to discuss anything you had to say about meâ¦WITH ME. I wasnât confrontational nor was I argumentative. Of course that part was edited out of the show; however you, Royce and Kenya know what I said. When you spoke to Evelyn about me; it wasnât what you said, but the fact that you said it. I donât walk around with boxing gloves on and I donât fight everyone I meet. I just feel you shouldâve been a real woman and brought your concerns âdirectlyâ to me. I can assure you that if you had our dealings with each other might not be so rocky.
Do me a favor, donât be such a liar and manipulator. I know you have friends in high âExecutive Producerâ places, but letâs keep this all the way real.Â When I met you, I approached you in a friendly manner and I did not have any issues with you what so ever. Everyone in this situation knows I was told you were Caucasian, so when I met you that is why I asked you. In that same conversation (which was edited out), upon hearing your answer, I said that I thought you were mixed but wasnât sure of what it was â to be exact, my verbiage was, âI knew there was something else in you.â I wish you had been woman enough to ask me if I thought you were denying your âblackâ side and I would have cleared that right up for you. On the contrary, my saying that I thought you were mixed with something was in fact ACKNOWLEDGING that you may be of African American decent.Â I am a product of mixed heritage and identify myself as a black woman also. I NEVER said you werenât âblackâ enoughâ¦ that is a flat out lie! I would NEVER try to belittle someone for that and I donât appreciate you implying that I would.
FYI- You know that I was joking when I made the comment âYou can be in the building, but I donât need your opinion.â In fact, you can hear me and Royce laughing in the scene. Donât take yourself so seriously and think that I care that much because I donât. On another note, I didnât know you at the time nor was I familiar with your dance style, so I didnât need your opinion.
The charity event was a nice event and I was happy to be invited for such a worthy cause. However, any concerns you had with our etiquette should have been addressed when you invited us and not at the venue.Â Once again, you didnât deal with things that were bothering you, which is NOT a problem with us, but a serious problem with you. If you speak on things when they happen, then all parties are clear and you can have an open dialogue about them also known as âcommunicationââ¦Iâm just saying.
I am proud of you and what you are doing with Lucid, but you know I wasnât invited to your launch party.Â You also know that I will not attend an event that Iâm not personally invited to. I donât rely on or care what the producers of the show want to happen- simply if the person does not invite me, I do not attend. My manager Shauna attended because you sent her a text the night of the event. In case you have selective memory, we had a discussion about this at your apartment in Miami and you apologized for being too busy and didnât remember to send out proper invitations. However, despite what you said at your apartment, I heard your real feelings on this episodeâ¦âAnyone whoâs important is hereâ comment is truly how you felt, so maybe you didnât forget to send invites and maybe you were being fake with your apology.Â At this point, Iâm not sure of anything regarding my relationship with you. I simply want us all to remember to be truthful.
Kenya, I was offended by how you came to the meeting. I really didnât think it was professional at all. However I do congratulate you on shooting your music video. No matter what people have to say about it, you did it. Getting it in the can is the hardest battle so kudos to you.
Stop saying everybody is a cool chick LMAO!
I thought that we were real friends, but I personally feel that your position on this is stepping over bounds. As a friend, I would expect you to have a neutral position and not try to defend a grown woman who doesnât deserve it. You can be friends with both of us without voicing your opinion on the matter because truthfully you werenât there to witness ANY of it firsthand. You are watching the edited version and basing your so-called ânon biasâ opinion on that OR you are taking Keishaâs version of what happened and coming at me sideways.Â There have been PLENTY of times when I havenât agreed with things you have done or said and I addressed those things with you in private out of respect for you. I donât bring my concerns to anyone but you and I definitely donât discuss how I may feel about certain situations with the other girls. As far as they know, I have always had your back even when you were wrong.
Additionally, there have also been plenty of times when people have voiced their opinion of you around me.Â First thing I say, as your friend is, âRoyce is my friend and I donât want to get involved.â I would have appreciated you taking the same position. I choose not to get involved with things that donât pertain to me out of loyalty to the people I call friends. I feel saddened that you couldnât reciprocate.
We view ârealâ friendship differently and thus we may not be real friendsâ¦
I am NOT a bully. People donât understand that Keisha is NOT innocent in this matter and she does a great deal of lip boxing behind the scenes.Â I am not going to try and be respectful when I have been disrespected numerous timesâ¦off camera.Â If you are bold enough to talk behind my back, then you should be grown enough to handle the repercussions of your actions and words. The editors have done a wonderful job of putting my outbursts on the show but not showing the full chain of events. My outbursts are real, but they are also driven by something which is conveniently being edited out when it comes to Keisha.Â Wish I had an executive producer in my pocketâ¦Iâm just saying